A Farewell to Emotions…

   The emotions, feelings, attractions, affections and sentiments all are siblings to each other and all these attack on you altogether and make you crawl. Irony is that you never know when you start attracting towards someone or start having some deep feelings for the respective person. And believe me this is the dangerous part of human psychology and its lifecycle as you start creating your own imaginary world without caring or thinking about the consequences. Moreover, you constantly start telling the person what you feel, act childishly in front of them without having fear of being judged as you consider that person one of your most trustworthy person as well as you do all of these things having that one hope that someday they will acknowledge your feelings and will appreciate you for being so patient for all this time. But some hopes are everlasting. And finally, one day that person stopped everything from his/her end citing some un-understandable and unendurable things and by the time we come across this reality and try to accept the facts that the person we know earlier is no longer exists, we realize that “there is no fixing what has been broken” it is too late. And at that point of time, we don’t have any alternative option except roaming in the darkness of our feeling that once used to be light for our life.

But you know, the good thing about the time is that "it changes" and when the time changes everything that associates with it also gets changed such as the feeling you hold for someone, the attraction you feel towards anyone and the belongingness that unites you with him/her. Therefore, the feelings you are having for someone today may change tomorrow especially when all the efforts are being made by yourself only and that too because the other person has already declined all your emotions in the beginning of this trauma citing whatever reason, resulting in making you the culprit of your own emotional and mental destruction. Especially, in today's fast track lifestyle, where we barely have time for our daily needs but still, somehow, we manage our time to speak to someone and yet not being acknowledged, it really hurts beyond the limit one can ever imagine. Henceforth, be where your presence matters and leave where your presence is not acknowledged or valued. Because, life never stops for anyone. It always keeps moving and there's no look back for anyone. So, it is better to reboot yourself, reset your emotions and control-alt-delete all your feelings and memories and undo all your care and patience for a so-called beloved one and save yourself from being insulted, ignored and taken as a secondary option.

Sahir Ludhianvi has rightly said:

Wo Afsana Jise Anjām Tak Laana Na Ho Mumkin

Use Ik Khub-surat Mod De Kar ChhoḌna Achchha

(The story that is supposed to not have a happy ending, it is better to give up upon by giving it a smooth turning point)